①Suicide

2021/January 

I truly tried to suicide, and failed. 
I couldn't stop thinking about death at that time.

Nothing is more scary than death.

But why me?

You may consider me as a positive and lovely person. I knew it, but also have a dark side. Ricky you imagine is a little bit different from real Ricky. 

You'll see my history through this blog. I'm gonna open my mind and feel, make it. 

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